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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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2:15 am
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At some point of my life i asked myself :
If life is real.
What am I doing here.
Do I believe in something?????
Yesterday I asked myself whats wrong
Yesterday I realized that I don´t have a clue
If you can´t take life,let life takes you...
My friends and I decided to go to a Luau in a bar at the beach, with reggae and all that a human can ask for.At least I was asking for that. I couldn´t imagine how good it would be, i couldnt be sure about who would be there.I was just getting ready.And while I was getting ready,another thousands of people were getting ready,each person with a reason, maybe the same one, maybe not . While Liza was trying to find something to wear (maybe she changed 10 times) her boyfriend called. He doenst live here, so its not that easy to think that your girlfriend its going somewhere without you.You need to be very confident about yourself. But he wasnt. Yes, he cryed on the phone. WTF.I couldn´t find an asnwer for that. Michelle´s boyfriend didn´t cry, but yes, they had a fight. For the same miserable reason.
While Michelle and Liza were arguing about their boyfriend, I was having the worst cramps ever. I though about not going anymore, but Lali gave me some medicine, and asked me to go...Why do women have that??????????? You don´t have to answer, I already know
You know, we were having fun in the car, singing Sublime´s songs “ i don´t practice santeria,I ain´t got no crystal ball...” my cramps were better and BUHHHHHHH
Our tire was gone. Our car hit a stone, and the tire went flat.After fixing the car, we stopped at a gas station to put air in the tire.Does anyone know how to do it????? Michelle ,the one who kills bugs, knew how to do it.Thanks God she knows how to kill bugs.
Get in the car,one more time
Come on, we can do it
Almost there,
More 5 minutes...
WTF, two federal police cars?????
What are they doing here??????
OK, i don´t have time to answer
I have to hide myself
The street its closed
5 girls in the car.
Maybe 14 guns pointed to some freak and dark place on the road, just like in the movies, just like Hollyweird. But that wasnt Hollywood, that was real !!
What are we doing here right on the back of two police cars??????
Ok Liza, go back go back you can do it
“No Lali! Don´t hide yourself like that, or Liza can´t drive! ”
Omg am I dead yet????
No i´m not
We are going back from where we came from...
And I still don´t know what happened in there.
Our history ends at my house, we didn´t go anywhere else after that.We though that we had enought for the night. Maybe God tryed to tell us not to go:
My belly ache
Liza´s boyfriend
Or even Michelle´s boyfriend.
Or when Someone said while we were fixing the tire, I don´t like police man
Who knows
I don´t know shit.
All I know it´s that you can´t just ask yourself all the time why are you here, why do we live ?? Because one day, if you find the answer, you will die the same way as the others. Because you can´t run away from death.
Liza said when we got in the parking of our apartment
"I fell totally save now "
Lali said
"We still have to go on the elevator"
And BUHH the elevator stopped for a while.
BASED ON MY TRUE STORY
current mood:  curious
current music: Sublime - Caress Me Down
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| Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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11:07 am
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I'm in love with life.
current mood:  peaceful
current music: Jack Johnson - Traffic in the Sky
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| Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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12:25 pm
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I don´t even know where to start.
I´m here in a whole different level of the world
and it´s hard to believe. But I´m doing fine I guess...
I´m listening to bob a lot ha ha. I just want to say
that from now on, I´m gonna update my journal again. lol
Florida was really good, but that is a lot of old
people in Miami and a lot of kids in Orlando.
So i guess i prefer Spencer, West Virginia =)))
When I came back to my hometown, my friends were
changed but i guess I´m getting usual to them.
I went to a lot of places , I went to the beach and
some good concerts and it helps us to get together again.
I have this picture from the day i got back in Brazil,
my friends forced me to go to my school because that was
a band playing and that was the last day of school
before winter break.
Winter break it´s over this monday, and i have to go back to school again. arghh!
I´m A SlAvE of ThiS ShiT !
But my friends are cute aren´t they??
I´m gonna say the names just for fun ---> up row from
left to right Vanessa, Nathália, ME , Carol, Paula,
Larissa, Marcela
down row: Maria and Flávia.
Well I hope you all summer break it´s been wonderful
and I miss you guys and I hope you can still
understand my english he he =))
Amber: yesterday I went to a bar, and that was a
band playing surf music but after that that was a
DJ and he was playing hip hop, and all the memories
of our parties came back to me.
**I miss you sissy!
Steph and Dani: I miss you girls!!
current mood:  awake
current music: Bob Marley - Kinky Reggae
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| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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2:02 pm
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Ok
I'm back in the soccer world.
Last night i was talking to Nathy, my friend from Brazil and she was like
Nanda, are you watching the game?
God, what kind of person am I?
In Brazil,it was common for me to watch two soccer games in a week at least.
And this past 10 months here in America made me forget about the good times that i had watching the games.
So its time to rescue old habits.
Last night after Nathy told me about the game, BRAZIL x ARGENTINA,i realized that
i was missing the classic of the classics. So i went on Globo.com to "watch" the game.
You can't watch it but they like say whats going on. So yes, Brazil won!
BRAZIL 3 x 1 ARGENTINAThen i was looking online for lj that has to do with soccer and
i found this player from Turkey.OMG
HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT HUH?
current mood:  happy
current music: Dido - Here With Me
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| Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
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9:14 pm
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Today ==> Parkersburg with Danielle and Steph.
The sluts decided to watch an indian movie in Danielle's laptop, and i couldn't watch it or i would get car sick, but still they were like Nanda look here, its the dance now.
God =)
Well whenever we got there was fun. I did buy some lotions at Victoria's Secret like always,and a perfume.
Danielle says: "I wish money could grow in trees."
But really, science can do amazing things, i think i will invent a money tree and get rich.
Also, I needed to find a bag so my extra clothes (not that i have a lot it's just because i have extra ones, if you know what i mean) could have a place to travel in.But no success.
Then we decided to watch Mean girls. Not a good idea at all.
We 're gonna watch The Day After Tomorrow, but we though well, this is the last time that we three go out together, we need to watch a fun movie, not a scientific one. Oh well. Too bad. The movie wasn't worse just because of the hottie on it, and Steph found the love of her life, the BAD ASS M.C.
He was the ugliest indian i've ever seen but Steph doesn't think so. We are trying to find his screename for her. hehe
We had to put some pretzels on my purse cause we are too cool to each popcorn.LMFAO
Danielle: what we wanna do first when we get there
Steph: let's go to the book store
Danielle: nanda is not smart enough to go to a book store
Nanda: what?!? I speak TREE language. =)))
current mood:  anxious
current music: John Mayer - Your body is a Wonderland
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| Monday, May 31st, 2004
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11:15 pm
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I'm so glad that I'm cool
You know, i could be uncool and that wouldn't be cool at all.
Steph you better tell me what my name in Hindi means. And Kutch Kutch Hota Hai is the best indian movie...ever...
We watched today, and we ate a lot at Steph's house. All those strawberries were wonderfull.
Danielle, Steph. You guys are the best friends anyone could ever ask.
5 days and i go to Florida, and then to Brazil.
I'm not really thinking clearly these days, it wasn't too painfull whenever i left Brazil, i guess it's because i knew that my friends would be there an year later.But today, when i think about the idea to leave here, its just not right. I don't know when i will have another change to see everyone again.
I guess new friends will come and i will be glad that i have made all these wonderfull and great friendships.
*Missing here already.
current mood: thoughtful
current music: Paul Simon - Father and Daughter
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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9:51 am
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Yay!
-Yesterday my final exams were pretty easy. Hopefully i'm not wrong.
-I'M LOOKING FOR SOMEONE THAT HAS THE SECOND SEASON OF SFU IN DVD, PLEASE TALK TO ME!
-I'm going camping now.
==> Danielle, I know your credit card's password HeheHe
current mood:  weird
current music: Dave Matthews - Some Devil
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| Monday, May 24th, 2004
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11:07 pm
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Finals tomorrow
Wish me luck.
I haven't study I've been watching Six Feet Under (thanks to Amber) since yesterday morning =)))
It's worth it tho. It's great!!
current mood: happy
current music: Devlins - Waiting
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| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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10:32 am
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[.001.] first name: fernanda
[.002.] middle name: vasconcelos silva
[.003.] last name: lira
[.004.] nickname(s): nanda, fur, nandinha
[.005.] gender: female
[.006.] age: 16
[.007.] birthday: may 20 1988
[.008.] height: 5'4
[.009.] hair color: brown
[.010.] eye color: light brown
[.011.] race: brazilian lol
[.012.] where were you born: salvador, brazil
[.013.] zodiac sign: taurus
[.014.] how many languages do you know: portuguese, english and some spanish
[.015.] piercings you have: ears, i want to get an eyebrow or a nose one(soon)
PRIVATE LIFE
[.180.] do you have a boyfriend: nope
[.181.] do you have a crush: eh kinda
[.182.] do you love anybody right now: my friends
[.183.] have you ever been in love: yes
[.184.] how many people have you kissed: nine
[.185.] who was your first kiss: ricardo
[.193.] ever kiss a friend: ya
[.194.] are you still friends: ya
[.197.] ever trip on acid: no
[.199.] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[.200.] beer good or beer bad: its ok
[.201.] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: ahhaha nah
[.202.] do you like smirnoff ice: yes
[.203.] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[.204.] what king of cigarettes do you smoke: none
YOUR FRIENDS
[.223.] best friend: paulinha
[.224.] known longest: lara
[.225.] wish you talked to more: mariana
[.226.] wish you saw more: mariana
[.227.] how many friends do you think you have: a lot, and they are close to me.=)
[.228.] who drives you insane after a while: nathy, HEHE
[.229.] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: paulinha
[.230.] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: nope
[.231.] craziest: laiza
[.232.] talkative: kimmy
[.233.] shyest: mirella
[.234.] best hair: gabi parana
[.235.] can always make you laugh: laiza
[.236.] best eyes: mirella
[.237.] best body: leleu
[.238.] most athletic: leleu
[.239.] sex symbol: paulinha
[.241.] most paranoid: not sure
[.242.] shortest: paulinha
[.243.] tallest: kimmy
[.245.] best singer: idk
[.246.] skinniest: kimmy
[.249.] biggest drug user: matt thomas
HAVE YOU EVER
[.250.] flashed someone: hahahah yes
[.251.] told the person you liked how you felt: no
[.253.] gotten really wasted: yes
[.254.] gone to jail or juvy: no
[.255.] skateboarded: no
[.256.] skinny dipped: no
[.257.] stolen anything: no
[.262.] gotten into a bar under-aged: yes, all the time in brazil
[.263.] kissed someone of the same sex: ya, my friends tho.
[.265.] gone on vacation without adult supervision: yes
[.266.] been to a concert: yep
[.267.] been to another country: ya
[.268.] talked back to an adult: ya
[.269.] got pulled over: ya
[.270.] got in a car accident: no
[.271.] broke a law: yes
[.272.] given money to a homeless person: sometimes ya
[.274.] cried to get out of trouble: ahaha of course
[.275.] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[.276.] kissed a brother or sister's friend: my sister is freakin six...lol
[.277.] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: no, i never cook
WHAT DID YOU DO
[.290.] last weekend: prom and after prom lol
[.292.] thanksgiving: PA with family
[.292.] new year's: got drunk w/ amber and sheena in Huntington
[.293.] halloween: my first time doing the trick or treat w/ amber, kyle, melissa...
[.295.] valentine's day; nothing
THE LAST
[.296.] thing you ate: eggs w/ bacon for breakfast
[.297.] thing you drank: orange juice
[.298.] thing you wore: pj's
[.299.] place you went: Ripley
[.300.] thing you got pierced/tattooed:ears ( amber did it lol )
[.301.] person you saw: nathan
[.302.] person you kissed: trevor chase
RANDOM QUESTIONS
[.333.]if you could be any animal what would you be: dolphin
[.342.]can people read you like a book: sometimes.
[.345.]can you drive: not at all
current mood:  relaxed
current music: Modest Mouse - Float on
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| Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
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2:22 pm
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Kim's yesterday was lots of fun!!!It was the Jello Party!
We had some jello's shots =)
For the ones that don't know ==> Instead of the cold water in the recipe you use vodka lol
I just got home, getting ready to go to Ripley.
"What?????OK........"
current mood: peaceful
current music: Twista - Overnight Celebrity
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| Friday, May 21st, 2004
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10:14 pm
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Today was the last day for Seniors
I'm not sure how I fell about it.
I'm not really a senior but been an exchange student here makes me a senior ( don't ask me why )
Well, so I think thats it.
I will miss some people in America like crazy...Its just hard to think that more two weeks and I will say goodbye to people that I'm pretty sure I will never see again in my life. HOW SAD!
I think I will just start praying for God give me some money so I can come back in the lil Spencer once a year at least.
Talking about praying, I need to go now, and put my makeup. We are having a sleepover at Kim's house (Varda). Only for girls lol
I don't know but our last girls party was awesome!
I have to go!!! Wish me lots of fun!
current mood:  thirsty
current music: Dashboard Confessional - Screaming Infidelities
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6:02 pm
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My birthday yesterday
Jeez that was a good ass birthday!
I went to school, it was Amanda's b-day too. So the first period class brought us some cookies, cupcakes, care bears hats...that stuff that you blow and it looks like a _/_
he he but I don't know the name in english tho
It was fun!! Someone gave me a "lap dance" lol
Second period, nothing special, jus some letters from the girls that made me cry. Aw I went up to the library and Danielle was there. We tryed to find "hoover guy" but we didn't have luck =( I'm not gonna get into the hoover guy right now.
I received flowers in Spanish class on 4th, from guess who?? Amanda, the b-day girl...I felt kinda bad that I didn't get her anything (YET) it's just because i was waiting for my b-day money lol
Well then we went to the auditorium because that was a band called Undaunted. They are pretty cool...
Amanda, one more time, told them at lunch to sing happy b-day to me. Aw well, only juniors and seniors were there, it wasn't too bad (whatever)
What made me really happy is that when the guys in the band were like: That's someone's b-day today... And the whole auditorium said my name. That was special =))
When I got home, my best friend Paulinha and my friend Lailinha called from Brazil. I was so happy!!
Jill, Nathan, Pat (another b-day person) me and Kim went to Charleston to eat at Outback .I had this shrimp with coconut, um mm its was good
Jill gave me a watch, Kim gave me a set with 6 shot glasses. They are the best ones in my collection =))) Pat gave me some b-day money...Now i need to buy Amanda's present lol
We went to Pat's we had some frozen cake that had my name and Pat's on it, but whenever Pat placed on the freeze it messed it up. blah
That's about it! I loved, it's was completly different from all the b-days I had.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Fatboy Slim - Rockfella Skank
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12:07 am
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Today I realized
I need a live journal.
.Because my friends ask me all the time to have one
.Because I'm going to Brazil in two weeks, and this will be easier then call everyone telling how I am. Not that I don't want to =[
It's just too much money that I could be spending at the beach.=]
.Because I can still practice my english, even tho I'm not in America
Well, yesterday, like 20 minutes ago was my birthday. I'm 16 finally. Yay!
I though this day would never come...I loved the whole "Sweet 16" thing...
I really wish i wasn't tired to tell how it was.It was a "good ass" birthday. But tomorrow I will take my time and write what happened. Is it aloud to write on your journal about what happened yerterday ?!?
If so take care and be ready, cause my journal its coming up!LoL
Amber, thanks for teaching me how to start on this thing...You know that your pet sister is a little brazilian nut, I couldn't do this by myself,but I picked the colors tho =)
current mood:  thankful
current music: Ben Kweller - In Other Words
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